I expect it to be like what I expected it to be

You bought something but it was not like what you expected.You paid for something which actually you can have something better with the same value.You were so angry but you found no one to blame because it was all your fault.You regret of what you bought but there's nothing you can do since you've paid already.

Have you ever come across all the situations I stated above?and it was like...urrggghhhh..why I bought this one instead of the other one?What I was thinking when I took this one?Well yeah..I'm asking because I'm in this situation right now and I hate it.Yeah I admit it,I'm not good at buying anything except for food.

I booked 'something' last week and I expect it to be like what I expected it to be when I picked it up just now.But, when I look at it and I like..WHAAATT???I felt like want to throw that 'something' and crash it into pieces.I can have better than this with that money.Nothing much I could do.My bad for not asking details earlier.

Then I threw myself in the car and drove back to hostel. Push the pedal hard until almost 160km/h and the steering started vibrating.Felt like wanna scream and cry out loud."I WANT MY MONEY BACK!!!!!"I turned on the radio and song The Show from Lenka playing..perfect timing huh.."dude,why are you so mad?You still can use it."Well, of coz.Buying something and it's disappoint you,it's like you wasting your money man.I have to cut off my expenses,shopping less,spend less,eat less,bla bla bla..for something that I regret.I ate nothing since morning and now I just lost my appetite..and my mood..and suddenly a motorcycle came out from nowhere and stopped right in front of my car and made me brake hard and almost hit it.err..did you realize how many 'and' I use here?..huh..forget it..

"Hey,this is my way!What the hell are you doing stopping in front of my car?Didn't you see my car?Wanna die much huh?"yelling....

Okeh scratch that.That was never come out from my mouth.I just made tight face (muke ketat) which actually already like that since I entered the car earlier.That pakcik said thousand apologizes and push his motorcycle out of my way.Guilty maybe because it obviously his fault.Nervous pun mungkin juge..I just nodded and raise my hand showing it's okay.Usually I smile but this time I can't.I'm sorry pakcik.I didn't mean to give you that face.It just,not the right time. Muke ketat cam mane?camni kot..eheh..


I'm still trying to settle down.Thinking of that 'thing',again made me angry with myself.."I don't expect it like that".."I don't expect...."heypp...senyap le..tak expect tak expect...penampo karang tau le..


***Things not always goes as we expected.Just go with it.People always said "expect the unexpected"..by the way,avoid driving when you are angry.When you can't control yourself,you can't control anything else..peace.